Monday, December 27, 2004
~DoWnToWn EasT~

sorie for nt updating for abt few deas.i been veri tired n lazy.tis past 3 daes i been goin out wif my family by my dad rental car, nt enuf money to get 1.since my dad rent d car we been goin back home veri late, soo fun goin around by car so can go many places.i noe its fun bt is oso tiring.yesterdae we went to changi beach, nt so fun, d laut nt too good.so i juz play soccer wif my dad, my kuzzin, n some others outsider came to play wif us.den went to go makan at nearby coffee shop.den went to Downtown East, n saw tis WILD WILD WET.so small.rather go jurong swimming more betta, bt didnt see de inside od WILD WILD WET, is it fun in der?wanna try one dae.den went queensway, wanna look for bags, pants n t-shirt.den i bought tis jeans.n d moz worried part is my SYG, hardly wanna wan to contact hur.dn noe wat she doin outside w/o me.i dn wan to tok abt tis, tis is personal.cant tell, juz miz hur alot.todae i gt no plan wanna go wer, so i tink abt it.k la gt to chill out.see ya.miz u SYG, love u...

p.s. feel free to msg or kol me k SYG...
soul rider @ 1:28 PM
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Thursday, December 23, 2004
~ZOO WIF HER~

WoW!!! im sOO hapi todae...todae i went out wif my darling to d zoo.den i was tinkin, der is many place to go y is it muz be zoo.so i thought it muz be boring der coz i been der many tyme.so i guez it might be boring.todae i wake up at 6 pluz, coz i cant slp.den my mom force me to slp coz still early.so i try to go back to slp.den i wake up at 8.i had my shower, iron my shirt, n had a hot milo for d dae.den wait for hur at bishan mrt station, n i gonna give hur a surprise, n its all thanx to zymma(hur adeq) help me abt tis.THANX EH!!! den waited n waited n waited...den she appeared from no wer n she was rite infront of me...soo terperanjat, hehehe.den she wanted to leave early coz she cant wait to go der, bt den i stop hur ask hur to close hur eyes for awhile, n den WALL'LA...a flower especially for hur.den take mrt den bus to d zoo.wen we reach der we ate first b4 goin in.den guez wat wen we walk in n look around is lyk my mood began to be soo excited.soo damn fantastic, wonderful, marvelous...so GEREK..den saw tis show, n it is d LOONEY TUNES...n i saw TAZMANIAN DEVIL, so nasty lyk me rite SYG, hehehe.den walk around d zoo, take picture of d animals n ourselves.den went to watch another shoe, sea lion show.soo funny d sea lion.bt dey are reli well-trained.den after walkin around d zoo we went out n take a rez at d KFC nearby.n its too early to go back hm, soo we tink n tink n tink, den we decide to go j8.den we went der n she wanted to try d new mc food, forget wat its kol.wateva d food la.den sent hur back n dats d end of d exciting moments...nw i feelin tired rite nw.i tink i better hav a good nice shower b4 bed.hope to go out wif hur another dae, lagi cpt lagi bagoz, hehehe.lurve u my dear, mMwWaAhH!!!
soul rider @ 11:02 PM
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Wednesday, December 22, 2004
~d GoOd n baD NewS~

todae i had a bad news n a good news...d bad news is my bike, soo damn frustrating.i went to my grandma hse by bicycle.my tire was nt properly pump, so i leave it coz can tahan.bt wen d tyme i went bk hm, i was lyk mad, cycle freestyle...hop here, hop der so damn fun.den wen d tyme i was cycle as normal my tire began to pancit.ALAMAK!!! GERAM NYER!!! den nw i have to walk hm, from Toa Payoh to Bishan.soo tired walkin n boring.wen i reach hm it was night redi so i rez for awhile...n u guyz wanna noe d good news, bt is nt exciting.TODAE IS ME N MY DARLING 10 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY!!!! soo hapi man bt couldnt celebrate todae.bt 2m i will go out dating wif hur.hehehe, soo excited n cant wait for 2m.SYG!!! 2m i will give u surprise k...hope u lyk it if u see it, im making tis to make u hapi n i wan u to noe tht i dn wanna wan to leave u my dear...see ya my dear JAZZYLLA, hapi anniversary, love u from d bottom of my jantong...hehehe, mMwWaAhH!!!
soul rider @ 9:56 PM
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Sunday, December 19, 2004
~TiRinG dAe~

todae, feelin sooo damn tired.first in d morning i went to my makcik kenduri, wif my makcik my family n kuzzin of 'tappered'.d is at redhill n we nearly lost.after d kenduri i went hm wif all of dem, n dey came to my hse to visit my grandfather.den we went to town w/o my family.i thought dey went der to shopping, so i follow dem.den went we reach der, dey juz take photo onli.soo boring.we walk from Orchard to Dhoby Ghaut, so tired of my leg.dats all i gonna sae todae.tc everbody!!! lurve u my LiL'baBy!!! mMwWaAhH!!! cant wait on 23rd seh...
soul rider @ 2:27 PM
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Friday, December 10, 2004
~iM sOriE mY dEaR~

elooo, i wake up at abt 9 coz mySYG msg me coz she wanna go to d lib wif hur sis.so i let hur go.den i had my shower my breakfast redi.den at abt 1 she msg me again, den she feelin disappointed abt me, coz she thought i gonna surprise hur.so she angry wif me dat tyme, so i quickly dash der to d lib.coz i dn wanna wan to make hur angry wif me.so i mit hur der, wif my sad n tired.sorie to make u angry k SYG, forgive me k.den i send hur bk hur hm.den i went hm coz feelin tired of tinkin.so i went bk den tk a nap.bt guezZ wat, i cant.im feelin tired, bt i keep on tinkin of hur.soo i cant get to slp.den i play my X-box, haven complete d game.den she kol me, soo im glad.den we tok for awhile.nw i cant tink anymore man.so i gonna stop here todae.juz wanna sae to hur dat im sorie for wat i hav done wrong or anythin u dn lyk, im sorie SYG.feel free to ring me kaes.lurve u alwayz, mMwWaAhH!!! :'(
soul rider @ 3:59 PM
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Wednesday, December 08, 2004
~hApi gO LucKy~

d dae started off wit me wakin up at abt 6, i was tinkin of goin to bishan park for morning jog, bt i fell sooo damn tired, so i went bk to slp.den i woke up at 9 n suddenly my hp oso wake up wif a message, n its my SYG!!!, hehehe love u k.den i had my shower change my clothes den went to surf d net for awhile coz my mom wanna go to Toa Payoh to have our breakfast at Banquet.everytyme if i go der, i always d laz one wanna order.hehehe soo damn confused wat to eat, so i juz bought a chicken rice set meal.soo damn full, cannot eat anymore.wanna go to d toilet to shit, bt cant.soo i go jln2 wif my stomach ache, tk bole tahan ler.den went to popular, d baby tazmania things is sooo damn cute man.i wanna buy dem bt no money, to bad.if i hav d money, i buy it all,cant wait to buy.den its raining soo heavily n my mom is rushin hm coz she wanna go to werk at 4.so we quickly go to d NTUC to buy things for d kitchen.den rush to d bus stop to take bus 56 straight hm.den wen we reach hm, i watch shutter(ghost story movie).soo tired watchin dem soo slow d show.den my sis was tinkin of goin to my makcik hse to take my LiL'sis textbook n some vcd show.so we went wif my LiL'sis too.first we went to my makcik hse at Sembawang to tk some vcd to watch at hm, new cd everytyme go der.den we lepak2 der n watch Taxi.soo damn style d show, better den 2 fast 2 furious.d chic oso hot man, jgn mara eh SYG.den went to my another makcik at Woodlands to tk my LiL'sis textbook.den its late nw, soo we straight go tk bus den MRT to go bk hm.den nw im usin d com nw, n todae i didnt get to tok wif my SYG at nite, bt still i get to kol hur in d afternoon.hehehe.l8er at nite after fetchin my mom, i wan to watch some vcd dat i borrow from my makcik.nw i hav ntg to sae, juz wanna sae to my SYg dats i miz u sOo much, love LiL'baBy, mMwWaAhH!!! tc alwayz k my dear.i will love u every hours, minutes n seconds kaes.SEE YA!!!
soul rider @ 9:09 PM
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~BORING~

BORING!!! i hav ntg interestin todae to tok abt.juz stay at hm play game, surf d net n tok on d fon wif my SYG.tok to my SYG at least nt too boring, coz i miz hur, didnt get to tok wif hur on d fon yesterdae.miz u SYG.tht all i can tink abt.seE ya!!!
soul rider @ 11:27 AM
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Tuesday, December 07, 2004
~FED UP SIA, DARAH UP!!!~

tis is my second tym typin tis post, stupid damn farkin com.evertyme sure hang, lyk wan to throw d com out of d hse.bt i wont do it, if i throw, hw to write another post rite.hehehe.todae is reli nt my dae man.i had a friendly match at sengkang sec, n we hav to be der at abt 9.so my frenZ we me n de rez at toa payoh interchange b4 7.wen i reach der, most of dem haven arrive yet juz me, ucop, adam, boi.so we wait for dem.wen we look at d clock, its 7.15.so we took d bus 88 first leavin d rez.wen we went in d bus d place is quite cold, den its began to get colder n colder.so i n d rez wer frezZin inside, n i was wearin a short pants n a short sleeve shirt.n my hands n legs we damn freezin, tk bole tahan.den d other keep callin me, wer we are, so i tell dem we in d bus.so dey wer angry, coz we didnt wait for dem.n my frenz sae, kn janji melayu.hehehe.wen we leave d bus we all wer abit freezin coz of d bus.den we take a walk to d skool.wen we arrive der, d skool wer big n nice, better den our skool.den we went to d field n sat at the bench waitin for the rez.den one by one came, wen our coach arrive we quickly change.den the coach ask we to warm up abit, n he tok abt the position.so i will nt be playin the 1 half.so is ok to me, so i tink i hav d chance to play on d 2nd half.n guezZ wat, sure my SYG lyk it.i oso didnt get to play for d 2nd half, sooo damn fedup.FED UP SIA!!! DARAH UP!!! so i juz sit on d bench watchin dem play happily n i, sat on d bench juz watchin, haiz.den we change n all of dem wer full of mud n i wer clean as new.hehehe, nvr play wat.den i, ucop, boi, og, nash, aceh n sujaa walk to the 88 bus stop to go bk hm.wen we wer in da bus, most of dem wer tired, n me ntg, juz boring.n guezZ wat, wen we goin to d skool is quite long, wen we goin bk home is lyk d bus had a high-speed turbo.soo fast we arrive hm.den i walk hm alone.den i a long shower, coz gatal.den ihad half boiled egg for breakfast.den i went to hav a nap in my room, soo damn tired.from abt 12 to abt 4 lyk tht i slpt.hehehe, tired.den take another shower, den eat lepak at my room watch tv, den play com untill nw.after typin i will be in my room lepak again n wait for my SYG to kol or msg me.miz hur alot.dats all for todae.tiring n boring dae.love u SYG, mMwWaAhH!!!
soul rider @ 1:32 PM
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Monday, December 06, 2004
~RiNdU-RindU HaTi Ku RinDu~

elooo.todae i had my laz paper for madrasah, d paper quite easy la.bt sure nvr get good mark, study laz minute, hehehe.den i went to survey the new look of j8, 'town'.d place i abit lyk town bt town is more better den j8.town at least hav alot of cool stuff.den went straight hm.i change my clothes n had a nice shower, Shoik man!!! den i went to lepakin in my room, den i was tinkin abt hur.i miz hur alot man.den i look at my SYG n my neoprint pics, sooo feelin sad of hur.SYG, if one dae u can go out wif me.we tk pics 2gether, watch movie, jln2 n lepak2 kaes.i miz esplanade alot seh, sooo romantic wen d tyme we wer der at nite, miz it alot.den i went to play computer, juz surf d net.readin at my SYG blog n others.den i was feelin bored tht tyme, so i went visit my granny hse.she my onli granny i hav nw, feelin sad abt my late grandma. :'( i went der n my granny gave me asam pedas kpale ikan.Sedap!!! Smpi menjilat jari.den i went bk home bcoz l8er the food get cold den the taste will be diifferent.den nw i usin d com again.juz typin.after typin i tink i will go to my living room to watch my mom n sis singing 'home idol' hehehe.SYG!!! i miz u alot u noe.tis song i dedicate it to u SYG: "Rindu2, hatiku rindu.kepada mu, oh jazzylla ku.bilakah lagi SYG, kita bertemu.gelora sepi kian menghiris kalbu." SYG kol me at nite kaes.i miz u, especially ur swit touchin phrase u noe, better do sumthing abt tht kaes.if u feelin moody tell me so i understand kaes.miz you, lurve ya alot, mMwWaAhH!!! Kol me , if u cant tell me kaes.
soul rider @ 10:15 AM
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