Sunday, April 24, 2005
EmO
[Pain Inside]
Theres nothing I can say to change the way you feel
But right now my hearts broken and you won't let it heal.
For once in my life, I thought we were real
Now I see the truth, a love that will kill.
I want to say goodbye and let you go
But I am stuck in this trap with nothing to show
My soul is shattered and I am feeling low
Yet still I love you, I'm sure you know.
You tear me apart and throw me away
You cut me so deep with each word you say
I've seen the evil in you since the first day
But still, I pretend to be ok.
You see the pain when you look into my eyes
But that doesn't stop you from telling me lies
Every night I have to hide my silent cries
Just thinking of a way to say my goodbyes.
Please stop this torture that you put me through
Even if that means I will never see you
This is worse than anything I'd ever do
But I guess I just care too much for you.
Now my feelings have to start changing fast
No way in hell could we ever last
I guess for you, it is just too much to ask
I'm sorry, but for once I am taking off this mask.
If you ever even cared, you would still be here
But now your leaving, what I have always feared
Goodbye my love, I will shed no tears
I'm just glad I didn't waste anymore years.
soul rider @ 6:02 PM
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Tuesday, April 19, 2005
LiFe iS BeAutiFuL
D Bez Experience From TraseOne
At last, i get to do spraying ready, thats wat i really wanted to do and it really happen. Its a bit difficult when the first try, but the more i do d easier it will be. My crew we named it S.Y.N, 'S' represent Shahril, 'Y' represent Yassir and 'N' represent Noh and its me and we also make our own slogon 'Not Yet Surrender'. Among d rez of the crew we stay in school d latest because we had to do alot of stuff. Trase, Mr Fiz and S.Y.N. Crew did the 'Your Voice' and 'The Cribb' so exciting and wonderful experience. I hope the school like our work we had done. I'm looking forward to do another one for myself. Not forgeting Trase, thanx for giving us abit of ur experience, we will not forget about you. Thanx alot, we appriciate it alot.
[S.Y.N.]
[Mr Fiz]
[TraseOne]
soul rider @ 10:56 PM
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Thursday, April 14, 2005
Me in the lonely island.....
Im here juz gt ntg to do nw, tinkin of msgin someone bt im afraid dey are bz so im here tokin all by myself and all d nonsense in my damn head. Me? juz been veri tired, boring, stress, nt feelin well &
LONELY past tis daes. Todae had tis stupid boring rehersal,
argh!!!! Damn man!!! Wat to do sey ryte nw, i wanna read some books bt gt no interesting books to read, should i go to d library??? Who should i bring along wif??? I tink nobody wan to company me...I reli need sombody to accompany me to d library coz i dn noe wat books is intereting,
WHO WANNA ACCOMPANY ME??!!! Is der anione??!! Haiz, im bored... :'(
Im feelin lyk i gnna cry lyk hell sey wif blood all over my face.....i miz alot of thing tht had happen b4 in my life, i alwayz tink abt tis wenever im alone...I miz campus 1 bwss, esplanade and zoo d moz, dat is d place wif lot of memory i had i my life, bt no matter wat it wont happen again i guezz...for me
Life will nt alwayz be d way you wan,
we have to work on it if u wan it to happen....I wanna wish to d person who i actuali still in love wif her to work hard on her study & enjoy with ur life. Thanx for everythin u gave to me, i noe u have gave me all ur love to me wen im still wif u, i will alwayz remember it foreva...Tc gerl, and all my lost frenz....PEACE
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soul rider @ 8:54 PM
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Monday, April 04, 2005
[L][o][N[e][L][y]
Sorie for nt up
dating for sooo damn long, juz gt no tyme to do it...ME??? Juz feeling lonely tis past few months, no one wanna msg me redi coz i change my no redi....Lucky i gt my "mami" & "dady" w/o dem i be lonely lyk im in an island alone by myself...THANX MAMI DADY!!!! LOVE YA ALOT!!!! Gt stress out abit on studies, N LEVEL, hope i pass...Past tis few daes is quite normal i guezz...N d bez part of my class is dey are d bez, U ROX MAN 4T1...N i make my own class slogon, it sound lyk tis: ONE SPIRIT, ONE MIND...Gd ryte, give me some comment k ya...At laz we gt our class t-shirt, hahahz damn stylo, wif d word MISUNDERSTOOD, we put d word is nt for fun, actuali ders a meaning for d word, i u guyz wanna noe, ask d 4t1 crew n u check it out, or u oso can tag me...2m i cant wait for d graffiti course, learn to use spray can, YEAH!!! NohSouL will be cooperating wif RiL & AcEh, so watch out...
Gt ntg to tok abt juz hope i pass my N-Level, EVERYBODY WISH ME GOOD LUCK K!! N hope i gt someone to be in my life 2gether wif me, hope she be d perfect gerl dat i wan... :'(
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soul rider @ 9:22 PM
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WELCOME
EXCEPT the heaven had come so near
So seemed to choose my door
The distance would not haunt me so
I had not hoped before.
But just to hear the grace depart
I never thought to see
Afflicts me with a double loss
'T is lost, and lost to me.